Well then, today has been a crazy day well yesterday i guess now. Slept over at my boyfriends and had an amazing night,  it was nice just sitting on the couch together watching tv, having a funny and serious conversations on multiple things.. i like those little moments sooo much :)

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When guys get jealous, it's actually kinda cute. When girls get jealous, World War III is about to start.

I may not always be nice, i will admit i can be the biggest bitch you'll ever meet, ill start fights with you for no reason, sometimes just cause i wanna make sure you wont give up on us. I accuse you of things because it makes me feel better. i may not be the best person to love but you, you are better then the best person to love.
[how2fakeapromise]

he screamed at me '' why do you keep giving me chances when i keep hurting you!!?''
i screamed back in fear and tears '' because your the best thing that has ever happened to me I DONT WANNA LOSE YOU AGAIN''
my knees buckled as i fell to the floor on my knees crying, he took a deep breath and sat infront of me, he brushed my hair out of my face
i had never cried this hard in my life, he tilted my chin up to look at him. He was crying to he held me in his arms as he cried and i did to
while crying he said '' i don't ever want to hurt you again never'' and i forgave him once again.
[how2fakeapromise]

sometimes i just want to cry to him, telling him i'm afraid to lose him again or that he will cheat again, and sometimes in that moment i want him to
pull me close look me deep in the eyes and for him to tell me '' i don't want to hurt you again, i love you and only you..  i made a stupid mistake and cheated
but i will never do that again i cant do that i cant lose you.'' and then he will hug me, really tight and never let go.
[how2fakeapromise]

A year later, the first time they saw each other since that one night,  the feelings were still there. as they talked, she couldn't look him in the eye. he reached for her hand and asked, "are you okay?" and with trembling hands and a cracking voice, she managed to say, "i've never been better.

you can always say sorry, but the real apology is when you hear the sadness in there voice and see the look in there eyes and you realize that they have hurt themselves just as much.

guys will always be able to make girls cry but if a girl can make a guy cry, she must really mean something to him,

How do you know when he really loves you? when you scream and he's calm, when you hit him and he kisses you, when you cry and he cries too, when you tell him you hate him and he tells you he loves you.

at the end of the day, he is always on my mind no matter what went on that day.
i hate going to bed mad at him.
i also hate not saying i love you to him before i go to bed.
he is everything to me, and i dont know what i'd do with out him.
i love you ♥

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